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i am sick and tired...

Sun Nov 1, 2009, 2:05 PM
  • Mood: Rant
of looking like an idiot
of being the one left out
of being ignored
of feeling alone
of feeling insignificant
and most of all, of being disappointed by the people who should NOT make u feel all these things!

WARNING: MAJOR RANTING AND FOUL LANGUAGE AHEAD

i am especially so sick and tired of all of this since i've been getting more optimistic, more hopefull and overall happier. lately whenever something makes me happy or i am feeling hopeful, there is always something that turns it around!!!! wats the point of becoming optimistic and everything if other people r just gonna make me depressed, mad, sad, aggrivated, pissed off, and other emotions like that?!?!?! i am sick and tired of people who shouldnt let me down doing so!!... of all people my dad shouldnt, but someone else that shouldnt is as well! there's always an excuse... always a reason y i cant hang out with them.... ALWAYS!!! im not particularly saying they r lying. but there have just been way too many coincidences to the point where i can not believe it anymore and its making me a mix of many different emotions that make me feel like i wanna destroy something!

and the reason im typing this is coz i am trying to vent all the anger out in a way that i wont hurt myself or (attempt) to destroy something or hurt someone else.

i swear im about to give up on those people who have been doing this to me: my dad, and even some of my "best" friends!!! if this goes on for too much longer i'm gonna have no choice but to put up a wall, blocking any one else from me so that i dont have to feel this anymore!!!!!!!!!

just wen im starting to turn my life and feelings around, this has to happen!!!!!!!!!! I FUCKING HATE IT!!!!!!!!!!

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here's a few random tidbits about me:
1) i love anime if u didn't kno by my username XD
2) i'm a huge band geek. here r the different instruments i play, and wat section of the band i play them in:
:bulletblue: flute - my school's concert band
:bulletblue: piccolo - my school's marching band parades
:bulletblue: bagpipes - my school's bagpipe band
:bulletblue: steel drums (double tenor) - my school's steel drum band
:bulletblue: mallets (vibraphone) - my school's marching band field show
:bulletblue: piano - free time
3) i love to write
4) i also like to draw
5) my friends have also told me that i have a good singing voice, although i mostly only put it to use wen im alone lol either that or wen im hyper
6) i am a junior in high school although i think i look younger than i actually am

aaaaand wat else... well i guess everything else can be explained in the "Devious Info" section lol

Devious Info

  • Current Residence: home
  • Interests: anime, manga, writing, drawing, bleach, hanging out w/ friends, music, instruments
  • Favourite movie: Harry Potter (all), Chronicles of Narnia, The Golden Compass, Jump In, Camp Rock
  • Favourite band or musician: Linkin Park, Switchfoot, Utada Hikaru, Tommy heavenly6, UVERworld, Bullet for my Valentine
  • Favourite genre of music: various (hate most rap)
  • Favourite artist: not sure.... probably wagz20
  • Favourite poet or writer: James Patterson
  • Favourite photographer: dunno
  • Favourite style of art: anime
  • Operating System: Windows
  • MP3 player of choice: Zune
  • Shell of choice: mine
  • Wallpaper of choice: kaoru hitachiin ^_^
  • Skin of choice: uhhhh yea definately mine o.O i don't want to b in some other random person's skin!
  • Favourite game: Kingdom Hearts/ The Legend of Zelda
  • Favourite gaming platform: PS2/ N64/ GC
  • Favourite cartoon character: Aidou Hanabusa/ Rika Furuka/ Keichi Maebara/Kaoru Hitachiin
  • Personal Quote: a true writer writes from the heart, not from wat others want to read
  • Tools of the Trade: uhhhhhhhh sum talent? -- not very much tho lol XD
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:icongodshopechild:
~GodsHopeChild 5 days 10 hours ago
i miss you]:
how have you been?...besides what you have listed above.

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All these imperfections make my life beautiful; Now it's time I start living beautifully.
:iconpreciousanimeangel:
~PreciousAnimeAngel 1 day 23 hours ago
awwwwwwwww i miss u too :( if u still have ur cell phone u can text me :) i havent texted u coz i wasnt sure if u still had the same number...

i've been fine. i'm doing ok now. i just had to rant that time lol. wat about u?

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The closer you get to the light, the greater your shadow becomes. But don't be afraid. And don't forget...

--But don't be afraid. You hold the mightiest weapon of all. So don't forget: You are the one who will open the door.

Kingdom Hearts
:icongodshopechild:
~GodsHopeChild 1 day 22 hours ago
I did have my number changed, so I'll text you(: Lol. I'm pretty great. Happy Thanksgiving!

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All these imperfections make my life beautiful; Now it's time I start living beautifully.
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~Jemyx1145 Oct 28, 2009, 6:34:55 PM
thankyouthankyouthankyouthankyou. :]

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As they sat thus, something brushed against Peter, as light as a kiss, and stayed there, as if saying timidly, "Can I be of any use?"

She liked his tears so much that she put out her beautiful finger and let them run over it.
:iconpreciousanimeangel:
~PreciousAnimeAngel Oct 29, 2009, 1:57:47 PM
lol yourwelcomeyourwelcomeyourwelcomeyourwel come

--
The closer you get to the light, the greater your shadow becomes. But don't be afraid. And don't forget...

--But don't be afraid. You hold the mightiest weapon of all. So don't forget: You are the one who will open the door.

Kingdom Hearts
:iconjemyx1145:
~Jemyx1145 Oct 30, 2009, 3:55:32 PM
what's up?

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As they sat thus, something brushed against Peter, as light as a kiss, and stayed there, as if saying timidly, "Can I be of any use?"

She liked his tears so much that she put out her beautiful finger and let them run over it.
:iconpreciousanimeangel:
~PreciousAnimeAngel Oct 31, 2009, 9:12:33 AM
nothing, really. u?

--
The closer you get to the light, the greater your shadow becomes. But don't be afraid. And don't forget...

--But don't be afraid. You hold the mightiest weapon of all. So don't forget: You are the one who will open the door.

Kingdom Hearts
:iconjemyx1145:
~Jemyx1145 Nov 4, 2009, 8:42:31 PM
haha not much. boy drama of course. discovering a lot of new music. not sleeping.
it's all good lol.

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As they sat thus, something brushed against Peter, as light as a kiss, and stayed there, as if saying timidly, "Can I be of any use?"

She liked his tears so much that she put out her beautiful finger and let them run over it.
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